Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Happy new year everyone! i must say, this new yr's not too bad but its the worst new year so far. i must be having the worst of luck since i havent enjoy any of the happy occasions yet. ): better escape from gambling this yr though i had a dream about funerals and its supposed to mean $$$ rolling in!



Reunion dinner ; Visting ; Chun Dao He pan
e usual new year stuffs minus gambling.
special thing abt this new year is that my sisters and i brought daddy to St James, listened to live band, loud music, drinking and great entertaining. super cute! i must go to St James again, have had always a bad impression of that place, but it can be really awesome, and the crowds seems pretty good too, matured people, I LIKE! (:
did less visiting this year, LAZY and BORING equals LESS MONEY! >.< Voluntary bf called me yesterday, shuld have gone over to his place to playyyy, i could have had a better time there. OH WELL!
& best thing about this new year?

Daddy bought for me a MacBook. i'm not having a fun time figuring it out though, its so different from windows! bah! but, it will definitely be easier for me to do my work in school so all's good!
and i really enjoy doing my work on e bed, so relaxing!! weee~
ps: i have no mood to do my work recently, hope i wont do too badly this sem..its really not a good year or mayb just not a good start...
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
i thought of J., your so lucky, you get to be with the one you want to whenever possible, and yet me, i could only wait and wait, for that moment that never comes..
i thought of you, who gave me all your time in the world, who treated me well but i just didnt know how to see that side of you.
i thought of myself who always cant differentiate between the good and the bad, who have always been so naive to believe in whoever who treats me well and then have to go through a whole lot of disappointments to finally understand the truth.
i wish to go back to the time when i had no one in mind but just studies, i believe i was happier back then, not wasting my time thinking about stupid things.
and i shall always believe, guys cant be trusted, never foolishly get yourself into a relationship, and never fall for the wrong guy again...
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
I'M LIKE SO BUSY, SO SO SO BUSY, I'M SO BUSY I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW BUSY I AM! oh btw..i just painted my nails, TWICE. HEHHEH, so much for busyness. red for NEW YEAR, YAYYYYY! and red cos i love red, and red cos sweetie says red's nice!
ps: I cant stop thinking about Edward, i MUST watch Twilight again. my blog doesnt only belong to me, it belongs to everyone, and thats the reason why..i cant blog the things i truly want to, cos i have to be aware of the ones watching, the ones reading. sigh.say hello to the new love of my life.

got this love from Pedro, can you imagine how happy i was when i found something i like, and in my size too?!? I WAS OVER WHELMED! ❤❤❤

i LOVE this pairs of flats shoes from Topshop. i HARDLY fall for flats, too bad, i went from stores to stores but couldnt get them in my size. ): i would totally marry anyone who can get them for me!!

i want THAT cage shoe on the left! and yes sweetie, these are the shoes i was telling you about..(:
okay, i must prepare for my morning lesson tomorrow. good night loves! taa~
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
changed my blog song again, i feel that this is one of the most beautiful song ever heard..(: pretty different from my previous songs, but..whatever!
its so beautiful it makes me tear.i had a bad sleep last night, but a nice but strange dream. i dreamt of me turning into a vampie, beautiful white skin, sharp fangs and awfully red lips. i love it. btw, watched American Idol a few days ago, saw this guy who looks so much like a Vampire, he even looks like he have short fangs..omg.. ADORE. hahaaha!
QUACK QUACK!

so random right, uploaded from my camera so i thought of just putting it on my blog as well. muhaha. its so cute can, the shower gel comes out from the mouth of the duck, interesting!
i look so stupid, but i love this picture nonetheless. hahaha!

went shopping for shoes, but because i own Cinderella's little feets, i couldnt get any shoes that fits me. its so frustrating, theres so many beautiful shoes around, but none comes in my size. dont people give a thought for petite girls with size 3 to 4 little feets! ): ): ): i'm so upset, i wanna new flats for school and heels for new year! boo hoo
Haji.

SUPER bad lighting image, but its the only one we've got cos everyone's too busy for us. bowling and then cards games and alcohol over at jw's place. -
its a torture not to be able to laugh out loud. ):
& IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU IMISSYOU
-how am i supposed to be happy, when your not there to be happy with me
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Aint this so sexy....NOT.

okay, thats really random, i just felt like taking a picture of myself in Pjs. haha
sososo, school has started, i'm so loving the "honeymoon week", but its gona end in 3 days. boohoo..from next week onwards, i have to say goodbye to fun and hello to crazy shit load of assignments! school's good with my two loves with me, but it will be ALOT better if we find smth fun to do during meaningless break, so.. GET CREATIVE, PEOPLE!
new year's around the corner, i'm looking for a champagne gold dress and heels, flats, whatever that is nice and comfy! (: getting a lil desperate, i dont know what gave me the idea that i still have lots of time to do my new yr findings!
new wishes
can YOU stop bothering me, pestering me, whatever! me and you, we are water and fire, needle and balloon, peanut butter and ketchup, WHATEVER, we just dont go together, get it get it get it?!? arrghhhhh
& hope my orders will reach my house safely and quickly. please please please!
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

something random, i've a makeup dress and i wonder if anyone else's like me. my makeup dress is smth i put on before i choose my clothes for the day which takes abt 30mins - 1 hour. i usually put on my makeup then choose my clothes then do my hair which explains e need for a makeup dress. (:
n my makeup dress is really comfy, its the electric blue topshop dress i'm wearing in the pictures! weeee~
Joe brought me to Ma Maison to eat on wed, pretty interesting place, Japanese western dining. too bad i didnt bring my cam, i've been getting lazier and lazier to take pictures. boo hoo. Mr Bean aft tt, i love coke float, root beer float! yum yum!
& i just rmbed last wk i had steamboat at Marine Cove with Jw and friends, then cards game with Ben and Jw after that, pretty good time spent with them, all that happened aft tt was shit, and i'm so so sorry i scared ben! >.< I DONT USUALLY SHOUT AT PEOPLE,erm...okay, not tt loud at least...):
btw..I LOVE GOOD FOOD, I LOVE EATING SO SO MUCH! YUMMY!

oh, and i bought this body scrub from TBS, seems pretty interesting? i dont even know if i have time to use it since school has started and i cant waste that much time in my bathroom. ): well, if its good, i shall promote! (: (: (:
i have alot of stuffs to finish off and i really really have no time! omggggg. headache headache. how do i squeeze everything into the last 2 days before school starts?
tomorrow will be a good day i hope.
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009
i'm addicted to your scent, it smells like roses and butterflies, it smells like high up in the skies, it smells like me and you, you and me. (:school misses me, but i dont miss it. i want to enjoy the last few days i have before school starts, but its not working. i forced myself to stay awake even when i'm tired, like finally. i forced myself to eat maggie mee and watch dvds even when i dont feel like. i tried to lie on my bed the whole day and do nothing. JUST CAUSE school's starting soon and i wont get to enjoy any of these anymore.
btw, jason mraz reminds me of love.
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
i had the saddest new year countdown ever, its not even a countdown actually. good for those out there who were happily celebrating or dating, i had the shittiest start of the year while u all were enjoying.
best of all, i missed the long and spectacular fireworks which i had been so excited for initially.
JUST FUCK IT.
i'm not angry, just disappointed, AGAIN. thanks.
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