This got me excited.
Lecturer said,
even before i drink,
i already behave like i'm drunk,
if i drink,
i b worse!
=x
WHERE GOT!?!
this is prob the worst period of my life,
i know i say that everytime,
but really,
THIS IS E WORST,
so far at least.
i never felt so low,
never felt so depressed,
never felt like end of e world
seems like the greatest thing.
still,
i'm always looking for happiness,
always looking for people and things
that makes me happy!
i'm only 21 man.
i cant have met e worst.
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hey all.
i just done my new set of eyelashes!
(:
hurting a lil again,
mayb cos its new and still stiff?
bah.
anw, i signed a package with them for e next
FIVE MONTHS.
i better not start to hate it.
check this out
you know how i'm so indulge with vampies?
this lady here is amazing,
her makeup skills are so
WONDERFUL!!!
seductive
oh yea..
vampires are hot!
by kaixin.
funny thing is,
Chinese, Malays & Indians,
everyone of us looks
IDENTICAL!
hahaa, but its cool anw.
(:
YUXUAN'S BAGGY.
shes damn amazing,
i wouldnt dare to bring tt to sch
would you?
applause for miss yu xuan please!
i've a new friend,
i call him El,
he calls me Oatsy.
his a mayonnaise,
NO,
a Boyanese,
i think thats like some minority
in our lil red dot?
cool eh.
i love making new friends,
especially those from
a different country!
full of awesome-ness.
alright, tv timeeee.
taaaa~
Twentyfirst.
fourteen days away,
i'm afraid,
nervous,
stressed up.
notice?
not even a sign of happiness.
i hate birthdays,
i mean mine.
ever since e last big party i had many years back,
which left me in bucket of tears,
when ever my bdae comes near now,
i feel e rush of uneasiness.
i wanted to have it big this year,
since its supposed to be special?
but at least 3 months of thinking abt it,
and 3 months of stress,
and buddy's advice,
i decided to leave it simple as usual.
all i want is for everyone to be happy,
and when everyone's happy, i will be too.
i've so many small grps of friends who are SUCH different people,
if i put them all together,
history would just repeat itself
&
i wont b able to entertain everyone,
which will leave alot of people feeling abandoned
just like in every party.
so in e end, would i be even happy at all
when no one are?
after all,
having e ones who truly care for you
on this day,
tts what really counts
isnt it?
i just hope to celebrate my bdae with all e people i love,
thats the best gift of all.
&
i just wish i can get rid of e uneasiness in me.
and please, no tears this year.
last week at home,
daddy cooked.
(:
meatballs.
the wine tastes so good!
awesome dinner.
♥
Buttered on friday.
searching for Elaine,
girl on e left.
anyone knows her please let me know!
(:
people at butter factory are SUPER nice,
i had so much fun last night,
it was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
except for a few hiccups,
quarreled with a bastard,
but i dont wanna talk abt this cheapos anymore,
i just hope i dont see them anymore.
bloody old fools.
but.
thanks those bastards for bringing us in,
managed to avoid e LONG queue.
and thanks mr ladies man
for inviting us in e huge grp.
its crazy though,
seeing how mr ladies man can flirt
and make out with so many girls,
in a night.
how lucky can he get?
LOL.
girls do tt and they b called a whore.
tsk tsk.
♥ my party girls!
it was a good good night~
ps:
millions thank you and sorry
to jr and steve.
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Johnny's vespa. cool shit.
especially from the side,
this vespa screammms coolness!
secret to happiness?
indulge in food
&
food
&
still food.
cos once you get fat,
you will soon face new problems..
and then you can forget abt e old problems
thats haunting you for so long!
yipeeee
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