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Sunday, September 5, 2010 so im back again, looking to fill the dead space. im thinking of shutting down & switching to Tumblr just so i can repost all the emo sad side of me. well actually, i dont have a sad side. im a perpetually happy person & i dont allow myself to breakdown...for long anyway. feels like i train myself with a cane, i train myself to be stronger, to always pick myself up & carry on cos i feel that those who gives up are only pathetic. dont you think that there's more to life than brooding over your own misery? shit. im definitely getting too far from what i intend to blog about today. but what did i even want to say in the first place? i should be contented with everything i have now, its not all smooth sailing but theres definitely ALOT of things for me to wake up everyday with a huge smile. but yet i feel myself frowning more & more and theres just that emptiness inside. its like i have it all yet..none at all? sigh. this entry is just contradicting, no? Anyway. i stopped loving myself so i dont really take pictures anymore except of certain places i've been to. new hideout: Chip Bee Gardens, Holland V.            went to a Nixon event at Old School recently, with pretty interesting art works displayed. regretted nt snapping down some visuals, was too busy sipping on my drink & gettin amazed at e details. i hope i ve some BIG news to share soon. Maybe. anything else, just chill. (: |
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 twentytwo year old surviving designer residing in the very tiny red dot. I love my dad. I love my mum. I love my sisters. I love exploring new places to chill. just some old stuffs i used to do- ModelMayhem . Flickr skinnyshortcake@gmail.com yearns
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i imagine alot. and fantasize. i'm the only one who laughs at my own jokes. i am almost blind without contacts or glasses. i cry easily. i have no piercings, not even ear hole, cause i'm afraid of pain. i love sad songs. i have a thing for fair skin & red lips. i like guys, i love men. i love children but they are not part of my future plans. i cant cook. i love guys who can cook. i love being tipsy. i do weird stuffs when i'm drunk. i love having friends but i'm not sociable enough to make one. i dont like chocolates and i'm not a fan of bears, but i am indeed a women. i dislike kissing. i love hugging. i am very particular about saliva and hate sharing drinks or food. i have about a million favorite songs. i am a perfectionist when it comes to school work. my english aint perfect but i cant stand it when i spot mistakes in people's bad english. i have a phobia of MY birthdays. sighing makes me feel better. i am very observant about people. i have very good memory about the small details in life. i am extremely not photogenic. i love attention. i am socially awkward. i am allergic to mozzie bites. i have a phobia of mozzies. i love holding on to people's arms when i walk. now playing
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