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Monday, October 4, 2010 i was deciding whether to give up my last available hours before bed on my blog, or on sex & the city & so, here i am. i think most of my friends knows how obsessed i am with american film series & its scaring me to the point that i dont really enjoy outings that much anymore cos i rather be home on bed watching my shows. its not about the couch potato thing, but rather im so envious of the make-believe life i feel myself wanting to have it so much im running away from reality & thinking their world is real. i wonder if theres an illness for that? it sounds rather silly now tt i've typed it out, but e feeling of wanting to escape from reality so much isnt exactly a joke. I've been looking for english cafes with victorian sofas and cozy settings which of cos, i found quite a few with e help of my sis whose also a lover of such. one sunny afternoon, along with my book, i spent a good few hours alone in one of these cafe, sipping on a hot tea & munching on grilled mushrooms. It really felt DAMN good but alot of people just dont get it, moments spent alone can be alot more enjoyable then hanging out in a group. Its Undisturbed Precious Moments. & then, when i was there, i was just thinking..when am i gna find a guy who share the same thoughts as me. i dont know how i always give out the wrong vibes. I used to party alot but im not exactly what you would call a Party girl or someone whose just looking for fun? im not into some gorgeous guy who would bring me to parties after parties, im looking for someone who would walk with me on the beach, chill with me at cafes, read books together & just enjoy each other company. it seems easy to find someone like this..but is it? & just so you know. i've given up on partying. i spend my weekends just chillin with my friends, tapas, wine and good company. seriously hope i would find someone on the same stand as me. its annoying, but i wont get attached till i find that impossible one. bah. which also means i probably be standing alone for a long long time. its even more annoying how i've typed so much and wasted precious time i could ve spent on my films. even even more annoying that i've typed so much & i bet alot of you still ve no idea how i feel. SIGH. it gets really exasperating sometimes. can't-live-without-each-other love." - Carrie Bradshaw some snaps from the past few weeks.      The crazy four fools at Highlanders.          & after i said so much.. actually, very fankly..i know im not ready for a new relationship. yup, even after two years. im just irritated at the fact that everyone else seems to be able find their other half so easily...or at least they think is their other half.. everyone except me!! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME? i should be a nun! |
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i imagine alot. and fantasize. i'm the only one who laughs at my own jokes. i am almost blind without contacts or glasses. i cry easily. i have no piercings, not even ear hole, cause i'm afraid of pain. i love sad songs. i have a thing for fair skin & red lips. i like guys, i love men. i love children but they are not part of my future plans. i cant cook. i love guys who can cook. i love being tipsy. i do weird stuffs when i'm drunk. i love having friends but i'm not sociable enough to make one. i dont like chocolates and i'm not a fan of bears, but i am indeed a women. i dislike kissing. i love hugging. i am very particular about saliva and hate sharing drinks or food. i have about a million favorite songs. i am a perfectionist when it comes to school work. my english aint perfect but i cant stand it when i spot mistakes in people's bad english. i have a phobia of MY birthdays. sighing makes me feel better. i am very observant about people. i have very good memory about the small details in life. i am extremely not photogenic. i love attention. i am socially awkward. i am allergic to mozzie bites. i have a phobia of mozzies. i love holding on to people's arms when i walk. now playing
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